It is had been to long since I made a post of any kind. It
seems like a lot has been going on but in reality it is just life. I tend to
get bored of things and move on. This blog seems to be one of those things. I
am going to try and get re-motivated. It seems one of my most popular post was
my video about my big brother. It was recently his birthday and I re-posted it.
I was speaking to someone about the video. Something I
noticed is that I seem to be the rock for those around me. The reason when
emotions tend to want to take over. Honest to provide a moment of clarity or
put things in perspective. People around tend to come to me for help when they
are stuck or just need to talk. I think I am just a problem solver and an
optimist (within reason of course).
People ask me how I am so “strong” or “calm” when things
happen. I developed these strengths through the emotional and physical scare
tissue (muscle) I have built over time. It all goes back to what I said in the
video: If you are alive things aren’t that bad.
The next question is who does a rock for everyone else lean
on. This was a simple question. It is a matter of two people. The person who
raised me to be the way I am and myself. It more of just knowing that person is
there that makes me feel at ease and makes things better. I do also lean on
those closest to me. I lean on them to remind me of how lucky I am to have the
people I have in my life, to remind me the simple things in life are what count
the most and to remind me. That is enough rambling for now.
